Thank youFor the pain you make me feel
Thank you
For the tears you make me weep
Thank you
For blowing out
My soul's last candles
Thank you
I thought you were a friend
You turned to be a butcher
Damaging me inside
Killing me
Thank you
Now
I'm aching
Bleeding
Grieving in silence
Torturing my destroyed heart
Drenching in my mind's affliction
Oh! I'm suffering
My agony is deep
Now
I'm suffocating
Trying to grasp the air
No use
No oxygen
I'm fainting
Fading away
Drifting slowly to nowhere
No sound i hear
No ray i see
It's a blackout
All the lights went out
And am left
With darkness around
Oh! It's nausea i feel
It's devastating
Heart taking
Look at me now
I'm burning myself out
Turning to ashes
Even ashes
you won't find
Look at me
I'm like autumn leaves
Scattered on desert streets
I'm a lifeless dream
unpronounced scream
Look at me
I'm a picture
Washed by rain
Drained of its colors
Oh! It's nausea i feel
Please
Take my mind
Insanity isn't bad
Free me from myself
It's suffering
Words can't express
Wipe me out
It's fake people i see
In a fake fake world
Deliver me
from the future's lies
Bury me
In your hearts
It's getting colder here
It's nausea i feel
Please
Let me close my eyes
Let me sleep
I don't want to wake up
I don't want to see
Tomorrow's daylight
Oh! I'm suffering
It's nausea i feel
Come on my friends
Let's celebrate
Today
I'm officially dead
4 comments:
about solitude :)
@Muse: You get it Dear... I'm totally agree...Nothing else to add, except 3 things.
1. Pain is like happiness...and both seem to go together....easy to share too.
2. Is true that romantic people could suffer much more coz of loneliness, taking into account the happening of society around us. But I all keep some hope, that one day, one can meet his rel love. "Je crois aux heureux hasards, car sans eux, la vie serait si moche".
On a tjs besoin d'amour..autre que celui qu'on reçoit des amis, qu'on donne aux parent ou de l'empathie qu'on peut avoir avec les autres...et quand on reste assez longtemps seul, un jour, et c'est sûr, on va rencontrer qqn, à qui on réservera tt cet amour qu'on a caché pendant notre solitude...et dans ce cas, fo faire attention de pas se tromper de personne; car il sera difficile de s'en remettre, vraiment...
3. I really liked what you wrote :)
1.It still depends on the people, the situation...
2.As far as i'm concerned,love is an illusion.however,i believe it's a vital illusion that can alleviate a little bit the pain and the burden of living.Of course,you know wot kind of love i'am talking about here.
Am happy cos u reached the point some other people couldn't understand.To tell the truth,i have lived a long period in solitude that,now,i can no loger give away my crown lol.And,as u said,it's also by fear of making the wrong choice which will be fatal for one's feelings.
3.I'm pleased that you liked it. Thx.
Illusion...but I wanna believe in it, at least for the moment..My life is so complicated, so different, even though I know how simple it could be somewhere else... I forget my pain when I see other's sorrow...especially in West Africa, where I have been...I feel just like dying when I forget that fact in the world...when I get a look just around me, to find what, who?? Nothing, no body...
But people lack of honesty or rather they don't even dare say what they think...they say "I love" wheareas they completely hate...they say "ok" wheareas they completely disagree...I hate this, coz I'm not like this...
How could one trust someone like that? How could I and how dare I?
For most of these people, love is just like a game, feelings are tools to be used to win or to loose...life is a game...It's hard to talk about love with such peoplz. It was my mistake after years and years of loneliness...But I will be ok hopefully soon :) I'm stronger than a stupid looser, isn't it? hehe...
Glad 2 meet u too
wow u visited west africa?that's great.is it by pure curiosity or u were there for a job? (if u dont mind my question)
well,i watch on tv how children are starving there,how they are being exploited and kept from living their innocent years.At that moment,i just feel hate towards all those who can help but,they dont.Football players,for example,get millions for doin nuthing but runnin after a ball whereas,in many places people are dying from hunger,disease...it's unfair! Anyways,who said that this world is fair.it's not fair and it will never be fair.
Concerning people,and the fact that they are hypocrtite, liars, materialistic, shallow,we do need a good socilogist to study this society very well.it's a disaster.and believe me,the last experience i lived,came to reinforce my opinion.
so,you are left with two choices: either you take risks and go on journey to discover people or you live in solitude to avoid potential,bad endings.
love is a sweet emotion.unfortunately,nowadays,theyhave destroyed this concept and transformed it into something worthless.
i dunno exactly wot happened to u,but am really sry to hear that.i know how it feels.of course,you are strong.u ll get over this,just be strong-willed and mind your future decisions.As my friend says: Girls' Power (this is our motto) ;) hope you'll find the good path,sooner.
P.S: i want to clarify a point.why did i say that love is an illusion?
simply cos u can control this feeling,u can prevent it from having a real existence within you.it's all in your mind.i may be wrong but remember wot i said in the very beginning.All this is a subjective experience.
i guess i can write a master degree on solitude lolz.
All the pleasure s mine.
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