Wednesday 28 November 2007

Don't look too far


If I begin to feel lighter
Hold me down
And I'll be yours for evermore

God bless this mess I'm in
For it is time
To be rid of a certain sin

A cool breeze down my spine
And if I'm really here
Then I feel fine

A freelance child
You bring it all back
This world is eating me inside

Don't look too far

Missing a degree of warmth
A name without a face
I'm losing grip all the same

I sever the line that divides
I sever the feelings inside
I sever between you and me

And I want to learn to fly
Bring the pain right back again
Is this all there is of me

Hearts and minds, find the time
That in the end there was no
possible reason for anything

Don't look too far

Anathema - Don't Look Too far

Touching The Sun

If I could only touch the sun

Tuesday 27 November 2007

Everyday




Every day just comes and goes
Life is one big overdose
Black Sabbath

In The Shadows


In The Shadows

A Cold Day In The Sun





It's your cold day in the sun
Looks like your bleeding heart
Has already won
A Cold Day In The Sun
Foo Fighters

Monday 26 November 2007

No One

No one is here
No one to wipe away
My tears
No one to hold me
No one to ease
My fears
No one to listen to
My broken heart
No one to feel
My lost dreams
No one is here
'Cos I'm no one
I'm a lie
You're a lie
So is life
Then,why not die?
To believe it!
Try, try, try
No one is here
Listen!
Nothing but sadness
See!
Nothing but ruthlessness
Do you hear the silence?
Do you feel the emptyness?
No one is here
Too tired
Too tired
Fighting the storm
Fetching a sense
No one is here
Except a night wish
Flying among the stars
No one is here
So, where are you?
Who are you?
Know not
Haunting thoughts?
Angels?
Flying away
Taking my hope
No one is here
Not even words
'Cos it's too hard
To have what is cherished
It's too hard
To bury the truth
No one is here
No one is here
No one is here
December,3 2004



Wednesday 21 November 2007

The City Sunset Over Me


Bird of prey,
Bird of prey,
flying high,
flying high.
In the summer sky,
Flying high,
Gently passing by,
Flying high,
Take me on your flight.
Flying high.
Fatboy Slim


P.S: Special thx to cha3chouuuu3

Monday 19 November 2007

Wednesday 7 November 2007

Nausea

Thank you
For the pain you make me feel
Thank you
For the tears you make me weep
Thank you
For blowing out
My soul's last candles
Thank you
I thought you were a friend
You turned to be a butcher
Damaging me inside
Killing me
Thank you
Now
I'm aching
Bleeding
Grieving in silence
Torturing my destroyed heart
Drenching in my mind's affliction
Oh! I'm suffering
My agony is deep
Now
I'm suffocating
Trying to grasp the air
No use
No oxygen
I'm fainting
Fading away
Drifting slowly to nowhere
No sound i hear
No ray i see
It's a blackout
All the lights went out
And am left
With darkness around
Oh! It's nausea i feel
It's devastating
Heart taking
Look at me now
I'm burning myself out
Turning to ashes
Even ashes
you won't find
Look at me
I'm like autumn leaves
Scattered on desert streets
I'm a lifeless dream
unpronounced scream
Look at me
I'm a picture
Washed by rain
Drained of its colors
Oh! It's nausea i feel
Please
Take my mind
Insanity isn't bad
Free me from myself
It's suffering
Words can't express
Wipe me out
It's fake people i see
In a fake fake world
Deliver me
from the future's lies
Bury me
In your hearts
It's getting colder here
It's nausea i feel
Please
Let me close my eyes
Let me sleep
I don't want to wake up
I don't want to see
Tomorrow's daylight
Oh! I'm suffering
It's nausea i feel
Come on my friends
Let's celebrate
Today
I'm officially dead

Lecture 1

Down With Big Brother

Monday 5 November 2007

Teardrop

I couldnt see anything
Words were so distant
So vague
Veiled by tears
Words lost their meaning
And so did I

Sunday 4 November 2007

Sunset

Every sleepy light
Must say goodbye
To day before it dies
Kate Bush