In My Dreams

In my dreams I'm dying all the time

Then I wake its kaleidoscopic mind

I never meant to hurt you

I never meant to lie

So this is goodbye

This is goodbye

Tell the truth you never wanted me

Tell me...

In my dreams I'm jealous all the time

Then I wake I'm going out of my mind

Going out of my mind

Porcelain

Moby

Confessions Of A Broken Heart

I wrote a poem about you
I wrote a poem for you
It was very true
It was a piece of me and you

I wished you could feel my words
I wished you could hear my heart chords
Be my relief of these life chores
Be my emotional bones

I had a dream about you
I had a dream for you
The dream didn't come true
The dream was lost in the blue

I saw you in my dreams
I saw you as an angel of black and white films
Smiling to me in tunes
Holding promises, flowers and moons

I tried to hug you
I tried to draw symbols for you
But the more I got closer to you,
The more you withdrew

I wanted us to be each other's routine
I wanted us to be each other's morphine
I wanted you to save me from spleen
I wanted you to save the anti-heroine

I tore up my poems about you
I tore apart my dreams about you
I tore up my poems for you
I tore apart my dreams of you

I let you go away
Be someone's else reverie
I let you go away
Fall in someone's else reverie

And I missed you
In my memory I searched for you
If only you understood my symbols
If only I believed in my illusions
...You're still on my mind
It's nobody's fault but mine
I should erase and rewind.

March 9th, 2009

Once I was

And though you have forgotten

All of our rubbish dreams

I find myself searching

Through the ashes of our ruins

For the days when we smiled

And the hours that ran wild

With the magic of our eyes

And the silence of our words

And sometimes I wonder

Just for a while

Will you remember me

Once I was

Tim Buckley

Babyface

Babyface

Cold Desert

If I could throw this

Lifeless lifeline to the wind

Leave this heart of clay

See you walk, walk away

Into the night

And through the rain

Into the half-light

And through the flame

Bad

U2

Only By The Night

Only By The Night

Broker

Broker